Execution Crushes

Today was pretty cool. I found 20 dollars in my new pants that I got from my cousin (I know I'm so lucky). School was great. Then bowling came, Paige switched teams (TG) and the whole Spencer thing. . .DONE (FINALLY) I know it didn't take me long to get over him, but I just htink he is a better guy for Paige whether she liked him or not. I don't need the drama of liking him in my life right now I have way to much already. So I don't think I told you this but I asked out Geordy obv. he said no or I would be boasting so much he said he wants to be friends his exact words were "I don't want to say yes, but I don't want to mean it in a harmful way, we can still be friends" I got a little pissed and sad so I started tearing up but I stopped myself from crying. I figured he isn't worth the tears I might like him but I refuse to cry for any guy from this point on it makes it more painful when you cry. So I gave him a Valentine and he said thank you and that has been all we have said to each other since then. I still like him but not quite as much. I have decided I don't like Preston so now I like:

Geordy

I mean I like other guys but I don't really like like them they are cute and all but nothing special well except for Brandon but he is a WAY different story I have liked him since I was 9 and have never stopped since he is like my friend/crush he is so awesome and he is the sweetest!!!!!!!!! But he kind of confused me because I was texting him and he was all like "Who would I be cute with?" and of course I said "Me and my friend Haley and Morgan. Who would I look cute with?" and he said "Like seven of my friends." and I was like "What do they look like?" and he said "Well one of them looks like me to a T" and so I got a little confused because that meant he thought I would be cute with him but he doesn't like me it sucks balls because I'm still confused about whether he likes me or not well he is kind of confusing by himself. So I have decided to end the fact thing because it just isn't working out :P. I will try to come up with some stuff maybe sometimes but not everytime. bye bye.

☻♥Mary☻♥

Sorry. . .For Everything :'(

Ahh Wednesday my FAVORITE day haha JKJKJK I went back to school today blah. . .I loved it sort of. Well I talked to Paige last night she apologized but. . .I declined it because I knew this was never going to stop we were always going to be fighting about something, boys, friends, parents, everything I know I might cause most of it but who died and made her the queen of perfect? I know no one is actually perfect even the coolest cutest people have flaws like Brandon he is one of the sweetest most modest guys I know but he has ADD but I still love him (in many different ways) even though that big flaw gets in the way sometimes. But Paige my ex- BFF and bowling partner has flaws too she might not have as many as some people but she does like her way with boys some may say it ain't a flaw but it can cause soo much drama that I believe it is becuase she get any guy she wants. I know I will being her best friend and I will get overit and I have already moved on I have an even closer friend she is my BFFLFAA I love her.

☻♥Mary♥☻

Friends or Frienemies?

Today started off great and then bowling came along we ended up with Henry a guy from last season who I totally have a crush on. But then Paige went back to her stupid boy toy and left me and him all alone. Eventually I asked her whether she was quiting next season she said no and that she had already talked to Zach about being on Kevin and Spencer's team and he said yes. Leaving me all alone I got a little pissed off. So later I decided I wanted to quit I started crying because my "best friend" was more interested in some guy she barely knew than her "friend" that she has been bowling with for a year. I ran off to bathroom to fix myself back up and this girl came in and she asked me if I was okay and I said yes and she was like is there something wrong and I was all well my friend would rather talk to boys than me and then she was like awww do you need a hug and I was like yeah so she hugged and complimented her necklace and walked out to Paige who asked why I was crying I just walked right on by not wanting anything to do with her. Then she came over and asked what I told my mom and I didn't say anything for a little while and then I was like I told my mom and I don't need to tell anybody else my mom is the only person I need to talk to about emotional problems and she was like come on I'm your friend and I was like oh yeah you make that so obvious and she walked away. Then I finished the night happy to have that weight of what if. . .off my shoulders she put so much freaking stress in my life I'm surprised I'm not already getting wrinkles and gray hairs. I know I'll miss her a little but I just have to stay strong I can move on way faster than her she isn't that close to my heart especially not after tonight. You can't just drop a friend because a cute guy comes along and "sweeps" you off your feet because love doesn't last forever but true friendship NEVER ends.

No fact today sorry to riled up to come up with something.



☻☺Mary☺☻

Great for a Wednesday :P

Ahhhh Wednesday usually my least favorite day but today was different of course this whole week has been hella different. But back to today I got up at 7 a.m. but didn't literally get up till, like yesterday 7:18 a.m. and I got my mom got dressed and had breakfast which doesn't happen every day usually it only happens once or twice but whatevs. Moving on I got to school and my best friend/wife got in a cussing fight with this total B-word and so she had to go to the counciler during first period (tear :'() so I pretty much did the regualr for the rest of the day (played b-ball in P.E.)

Fact:

Ummmmm. . . . . .I am having a serious crisis right now involving my future.

I couldn't come up with anything better but yeah I don't know whether I want to be a Vet (my lifelong dream until I got to 7th grade science) or if I should get a totally lame job until I get my book published. So they are both great jobs and I don't know which to choose. Oh well, I cannot wait until tomorrow. Oh yeah tutoring was fun today I completed four sheets and got extra stars hehehehe :P. Well that is all for today.

♥♥Mary♥♥

Normalicy Is BORING

Today was pretty good got up on time and had breakfast and then went off to school. Then I went to tutoring after school not much happened at school. Tutoring sucked I had to do long division and I hate it.

Fact today:

I 14 years old and have yet to have a real boyfriend.

Oh well don't matter to me rentals say I'm not allowed to date till I am 30 (yeah right!) I plan on daating when I turn 17 or 18. I learned today that I would be getting a new bowling partner a boy named Bailey can't wait to meet him! Well that's all for the day I will write again tomorrow.

♥♥Mary♥♥

Beginning of the Week

I had a great beginning of the week today. I woke up at 7 a.m. and just sat there in my bed for a good thirty minutes and then got dressed and realized it was late start so I jumped back into bed and laid there until 8:33 a.m. and woke my Daddy up and we were out the door within 5 minutes. I got to school and hung out with my besties first Brandi and Linsey (2 of my loving wives) then I moved on to Caylee (one of my wives) and Jocelyne. The bell rang and we went to first period and pretty much read the whole time (it was Language Arts) it was cool got to chapter 6 on my book. Then at break nothing happened. Lunch was fun (of course it always is). Then awww after school best time ever I went to tutoring and it was ah-mazing. There was this guy named Zack and he was one of the tutorers so he was in high school but who cares he was HOT. And then I came home and found out my brother has yet again moved out :'( I miss him sooo much.

Well the factof the day is:

I am writing a book!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's called Broken Without You. I started it after Brandon told me he loved me and so I started to write it and then I found out he didn't mean it so I didn't write for a while and then I liked this other guy and so I began writing again so pretty much as long as I really like someone I can write but without a serious crush I can't I get all stuck well unless of course I write a book about people killing each other I could call it Final Destination hahahahaha :P I love that movie well I only saw the last one it was awesome. I saw it right after I broke up with my BF and the guy kind of reminded me of him hehehehe :P again. Well that is about it oh yeah and I'm getting a new guitar teacher. YAYZERS!♥

♥♥Mary♥♥