Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Late; Worst Feeling in the World

Today I woke up and one and a half hours late this morning a little pissed at myself and my alarm. I didn't do much except again school and homework and some T.V. and music of course it is my life. I can't wait till' Thursday and I can't wait till' Friday. Thursday because I get to see my best friend and Spencer I'm starting to wonder if I should like him I don't know he's cute and all but I just don't know whether I would still like him if I did get to know him. Well I guess I'll find that out someday possibly Thursday. I just realized something I can't wait to see Dear John it looks so cute and the guy is SEXY and I love the girl she's a sweety pie and she is a GREAT actress. Ugh enough about movies and that shit. Oh yeah my fact :P

Today's is:

I'm in love with my best friend and he like's my girl best friend and I can't stand it!

Well that's it you can feel sad if you won't don't really care I'm talking to him right now and I really want to tell him but what if it ruins our friendship. He's telling me to go for it I think I might. OMFG I just told my best friend that I liked him and he didn't freak. No way he already knew and he didn't even tell me I wish he would have it would have made things so much easier. Telling him so did not make anything better he abviously doesn't like me and he obviously does like Paige and I see it when he's with her and I feel like a third wheel when they are together. Well not much else really to tell. Bye bye.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Day of Boring

Today, what happened nothing really, school, home, homework, and then finally T.V. I haven't had the best day ever. But there were a couple of bright spots, like my best friend (Haley) isn't moving her mom has decided to move down to her house and her parents are getting back together (YAY) and I get to be the first to meet her mom. I am listening to my new favorite singer Allison Iraheta (she was on American Idol) I love her. Other things that have happened?



That's all NOTHING nothing at all happened that was really exciting. I just want it to be Thursday or Friday something ALWAYS (always) happens on Thursday and Friday the rest of the week is a waste. I just wish my life was a bit more exciting. I saw Geordy wow he has got the weirdest walk it is hah-larious but strangely cute. I have liked him since sixth grade and that's not really that long for me at least the longest I have ever liked a guy was 3rd grade-6th grade and that is a looong time. So I have decided to add a feature to this blog:

A fun fact about ME everyday yayayayay I know you like that :P

Okay so today's is:

The first time I told a guy I loved him I was in kindergarten and the guy's name was Jesse I REALLY liked him so we were doing a craft and I was kind of hyper that day so I took a piece of scrap paper and wrote 'I love you' and stuck it in his cubby and it was hah-larious he knew it was me the moment he read it.

Well that is it for the day that was probably my third worse mistake. First and second?

First goes to me dating a guy who never really cared about me and none of the things he said were true.

Second goes to me falling in love with a guy who now likes my best friend and I can't stop caring about him no how hard I try.

I just wish I din't have that many mistakes but I guess we all learn from our mistakes and I guess that means I have learned a lot.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Getting Started

Hey this is a new blog and the title is pretty self explanitory. Obv. I'm in 8th grade and so are most of my friends as well. Here is the list of girls:

Paige
Haley
Caylee
Jocelyn
Rachel
Meagan
Janelle
Fabiola
Alyssa
Dani
Isabel
Brandi
Savannah
Linsey (7th)
Denice (9th)
Ashley (9th)
Kaitlyn (9th)

That's pretty much all of the girls. Here are the boys:

Matthew (9th)
Kevin (don't really know how old he is maybe 19)
Andrew
Nick
Triston
Brandon (9th)
Devon
True
Nick (again hehe)
Cameron (7th)
Eli (7th)
Lucas (7th)
Paul
William (not really a friend, he hates me, thinks I'm a whore)
Brandon (9th)

Not really sure if that's all the boys but oh well I'll add as I go on. Well here's my story without telling you so much that you could track me down and like kill me or whatevs. I'm pretty much your average teen girl, I'm about 5'3 and ___ pounds (sorry not comfortable with anyone knowing not even my own mother so no one on the internet will know). Anyway moving on, I don't like many guys compared to how many I used to like (42 has been my largest number of crushes at the same time) I only like 3 and they are really good guys that I would never want the struggle of choosing between them. They are all in 8th grade all 14 and all pretty good guys:

Preston
Geordy
Spencer

So a discription from my point of view on each of them?

Preston-Blonde, really blue eyes, not exactly the kind of guy I really like he is more like a shy jock type and according to my friend he likes me and stares at me during art every day (I.D.K. maybe a cruel joke) whatever I don't really care.

Geordy-Brunette, dark brown eyes, not really my kind of guy either he is super weird and goofy but I guess that's why I like him he's different he doesn't care what people think and I like that it makes him that much more cute.

Spencer-Dirty blonde, not sure what color eyes he has but I'm sure they are beautiful, he is pretty much my kind of guy skinny jeans kind of guy if he let his hair down it would be a little shaggy but not too shaggy he bowls my favorite pass time besides writing he is tall and I really like that.

Well that is how I describe them. My number 1 pass time is def. writing poetry and my book Broken Without You, I started it after Brandon (my friend and cousin's friend) said he loved me, it's about a girl and boy who are best friends and they have loved each other the whole time they have known each other and they start to go out and they fall deeper in love and there is a bunch more drama that goes on in the book. So this is the beginning to my blog I am writing hopes that I might get some readers maybe :P.

Well that's it for the first one.

♥♥♥M.V.B.♥♥♥