HIGH SCHOOL

Finally, ninth grade, three weeks in and life is GREAT!. . .HAHA yeah right I'm so not that lucky. Three weeks in, and already rumors are going around about me being a lesbo, and I already like many different guys, three of which might actually like me back, there's Noah Green, Alec Cwener, and Austin I dont know his last name. And let's not forget no one is forgetting about my first kiss, oh yeah I didn't tell you did I? Well over the summer I kissed none other than Brandon Fontana, wonderful right??? NO! I lost everything because of it and just recently got everything back GRR High school sux

Almost There

Hey life's great right now I don't really have a crush on anybody so I'm extremely happy about that. I am almost out of the eighth grade an I'm really really happy about that too. I cannot wait I'm going to be a high school student and I'm going to be great. I get to go to all of the football games because I'm on the Color Guard team. I plan on going on a diet this summer. I'm going to go to the gym three days a week and I'm going to excercise on the weekend for two hours a day. If your wondering why I'm doing this it's because I've been to the high school and there are so many hot guys. Well I will write a weekly schedule every Sunday starting tomorrow.

Love,
Mary

Great Day ♥♥

Today was great for many reasons.

1.) Taylor my totally cute crush LIKES me!
2.) I'm asking him to the eighth grade dance!
3.) He is going to be my first date! (if he says yes)
4.) I'm going to have my first slow dance. (if he says yes)
5.) I did great on the science test.
6.) I had lots and lots of fun at Color Guard.

Yes it was a wonderful day and I can't wait until tomorrow to see what happens at bowling and school. Well I hope life is great.

Love,
Mary

I'm Sorry. But I don't like you.

Have you ever thought someone liked you and found out it wasn't true? Well I have, his name is Taylor and I really like him, like a lot. We had pretty much flirting with each other for about two weeks and I thought he liked me and so did my best friend Kyleigh. But then on Friday I got his number so I could text him and we were texting after school and he was talking about grades and he did better than me and he said It could be worse. And then he explained that everyone thought he was a freak because he lets his feelings get in the way of his thinking. Adn then he told me that he wrote his ode to a girl that he liked and she hated him. And then he told me he likes another girl now and she hates him but its like he doesn't see I don't hate him and we're perfect for each other. I just wish he could see I have feelings for him.

Any ways the guys I like are:

Taylor
Matthew Taylor

I again like Matthew because whenever I think about him I smile and he is soooo ah-dorable.

Love,
Me

Going Great (Sort Of)

Hey long time no type to :P well life's going great (almost) but I do have some problems. Such as, my best friend moved to Lake Side and my other friend Catherine is moving to Ireland, and my other best friend Brandi might move to Oregon that's all the bad stuff. As for the good stuff happening in my life, I'm through with Paige, I have two guys crushing on me and they are both ah-dorable but I really like one of them, I also have a trip coming up (I'm going to Europe), and that's it I think. Well update on my crushes, first the guys I really like:

Henry
Xavier

Yes they are both my bowling partners (hehehehe :P) the guys I kind of like are :

Andrew
Chandler

That's all I have liked Chandler for three years now and I still kind of I guess do like him not super like him he's just kind of cute. Well I have nothing more to say except I am sick and I didn't have to go to school because of it.

Love,
☺♥Mary♥☺

Everyone Knows Me But You

Hey so yesterday was AWESOME!!!!!! I think Henry (my bowling partner) likes me he was totally flirting with me and I liked it he's adorable and different and sweet and he is like the perfect guy but anyways he was playing 'footsies' with me and he was playing around with me and I really like him so now I like:

Andrew
Henry
Spencer

I don't like Geordy anymore the 'magic' or whatever is so gone and I just can't see him with me and I started liking Spencer again and his Aunt is my bowling coach so it's pretty cool and she like loves me!!!! I'm sad right now 'cause my BFFL is moving to Lakeside well techniquley she might not but she is my BEST friend since sixth grade and no one besides Monica has been a better friend than her she knows me like she knows everything about me EVERYthing. I will soooo miss her if she does go but I will def text her everyday non-stop I love her like a sister and a wife I know weird but I have six wives so yeah its funny. I miss my other best friend she is soooo cool and funny and she had the most adorable blonde hair it was like shoulder length and really pretty and she had perfect bangs and she dressed really like different but in a way that was adoarable and I miss her like so much she also knew everything about me and she knew a lot like she knew about when I liked this guy named Matt Taylor and I called him my husband and stuff but then I stopped liking him and I started liking Chandler my ex crush for two years until last summer came along and then I guess I was away from him that I stopped liking him and swear I thought I was in love with him but everyone knew that even my friend from Anaheim we went on a cruise together and we are now e-mail pals. I miss the cruise I wish I could have moved all of my friends from that cruise and everyone from my school and my school and then go to school on the boat and just go to school with everyone that would be so awesome it would be a blast of course I can't forget that I would also want Henry and Spencer on the boat so I would have some 'eye candy' as my mom or someone else would call it but whatevs I have to go that is all for today stay tuned.

Execution Crushes

Today was pretty cool. I found 20 dollars in my new pants that I got from my cousin (I know I'm so lucky). School was great. Then bowling came, Paige switched teams (TG) and the whole Spencer thing. . .DONE (FINALLY) I know it didn't take me long to get over him, but I just htink he is a better guy for Paige whether she liked him or not. I don't need the drama of liking him in my life right now I have way to much already. So I don't think I told you this but I asked out Geordy obv. he said no or I would be boasting so much he said he wants to be friends his exact words were "I don't want to say yes, but I don't want to mean it in a harmful way, we can still be friends" I got a little pissed and sad so I started tearing up but I stopped myself from crying. I figured he isn't worth the tears I might like him but I refuse to cry for any guy from this point on it makes it more painful when you cry. So I gave him a Valentine and he said thank you and that has been all we have said to each other since then. I still like him but not quite as much. I have decided I don't like Preston so now I like:

Geordy

I mean I like other guys but I don't really like like them they are cute and all but nothing special well except for Brandon but he is a WAY different story I have liked him since I was 9 and have never stopped since he is like my friend/crush he is so awesome and he is the sweetest!!!!!!!!! But he kind of confused me because I was texting him and he was all like "Who would I be cute with?" and of course I said "Me and my friend Haley and Morgan. Who would I look cute with?" and he said "Like seven of my friends." and I was like "What do they look like?" and he said "Well one of them looks like me to a T" and so I got a little confused because that meant he thought I would be cute with him but he doesn't like me it sucks balls because I'm still confused about whether he likes me or not well he is kind of confusing by himself. So I have decided to end the fact thing because it just isn't working out :P. I will try to come up with some stuff maybe sometimes but not everytime. bye bye.

☻♥Mary☻♥

Sorry. . .For Everything :'(

Ahh Wednesday my FAVORITE day haha JKJKJK I went back to school today blah. . .I loved it sort of. Well I talked to Paige last night she apologized but. . .I declined it because I knew this was never going to stop we were always going to be fighting about something, boys, friends, parents, everything I know I might cause most of it but who died and made her the queen of perfect? I know no one is actually perfect even the coolest cutest people have flaws like Brandon he is one of the sweetest most modest guys I know but he has ADD but I still love him (in many different ways) even though that big flaw gets in the way sometimes. But Paige my ex- BFF and bowling partner has flaws too she might not have as many as some people but she does like her way with boys some may say it ain't a flaw but it can cause soo much drama that I believe it is becuase she get any guy she wants. I know I will being her best friend and I will get overit and I have already moved on I have an even closer friend she is my BFFLFAA I love her.

☻♥Mary♥☻

Friends or Frienemies?

Today started off great and then bowling came along we ended up with Henry a guy from last season who I totally have a crush on. But then Paige went back to her stupid boy toy and left me and him all alone. Eventually I asked her whether she was quiting next season she said no and that she had already talked to Zach about being on Kevin and Spencer's team and he said yes. Leaving me all alone I got a little pissed off. So later I decided I wanted to quit I started crying because my "best friend" was more interested in some guy she barely knew than her "friend" that she has been bowling with for a year. I ran off to bathroom to fix myself back up and this girl came in and she asked me if I was okay and I said yes and she was like is there something wrong and I was all well my friend would rather talk to boys than me and then she was like awww do you need a hug and I was like yeah so she hugged and complimented her necklace and walked out to Paige who asked why I was crying I just walked right on by not wanting anything to do with her. Then she came over and asked what I told my mom and I didn't say anything for a little while and then I was like I told my mom and I don't need to tell anybody else my mom is the only person I need to talk to about emotional problems and she was like come on I'm your friend and I was like oh yeah you make that so obvious and she walked away. Then I finished the night happy to have that weight of what if. . .off my shoulders she put so much freaking stress in my life I'm surprised I'm not already getting wrinkles and gray hairs. I know I'll miss her a little but I just have to stay strong I can move on way faster than her she isn't that close to my heart especially not after tonight. You can't just drop a friend because a cute guy comes along and "sweeps" you off your feet because love doesn't last forever but true friendship NEVER ends.

No fact today sorry to riled up to come up with something.



☻☺Mary☺☻

Great for a Wednesday :P

Ahhhh Wednesday usually my least favorite day but today was different of course this whole week has been hella different. But back to today I got up at 7 a.m. but didn't literally get up till, like yesterday 7:18 a.m. and I got my mom got dressed and had breakfast which doesn't happen every day usually it only happens once or twice but whatevs. Moving on I got to school and my best friend/wife got in a cussing fight with this total B-word and so she had to go to the counciler during first period (tear :'() so I pretty much did the regualr for the rest of the day (played b-ball in P.E.)

Fact:

Ummmmm. . . . . .I am having a serious crisis right now involving my future.

I couldn't come up with anything better but yeah I don't know whether I want to be a Vet (my lifelong dream until I got to 7th grade science) or if I should get a totally lame job until I get my book published. So they are both great jobs and I don't know which to choose. Oh well, I cannot wait until tomorrow. Oh yeah tutoring was fun today I completed four sheets and got extra stars hehehehe :P. Well that is all for today.

♥♥Mary♥♥

Normalicy Is BORING

Today was pretty good got up on time and had breakfast and then went off to school. Then I went to tutoring after school not much happened at school. Tutoring sucked I had to do long division and I hate it.

Fact today:

I 14 years old and have yet to have a real boyfriend.

Oh well don't matter to me rentals say I'm not allowed to date till I am 30 (yeah right!) I plan on daating when I turn 17 or 18. I learned today that I would be getting a new bowling partner a boy named Bailey can't wait to meet him! Well that's all for the day I will write again tomorrow.

♥♥Mary♥♥

Beginning of the Week

I had a great beginning of the week today. I woke up at 7 a.m. and just sat there in my bed for a good thirty minutes and then got dressed and realized it was late start so I jumped back into bed and laid there until 8:33 a.m. and woke my Daddy up and we were out the door within 5 minutes. I got to school and hung out with my besties first Brandi and Linsey (2 of my loving wives) then I moved on to Caylee (one of my wives) and Jocelyne. The bell rang and we went to first period and pretty much read the whole time (it was Language Arts) it was cool got to chapter 6 on my book. Then at break nothing happened. Lunch was fun (of course it always is). Then awww after school best time ever I went to tutoring and it was ah-mazing. There was this guy named Zack and he was one of the tutorers so he was in high school but who cares he was HOT. And then I came home and found out my brother has yet again moved out :'( I miss him sooo much.

Well the factof the day is:

I am writing a book!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's called Broken Without You. I started it after Brandon told me he loved me and so I started to write it and then I found out he didn't mean it so I didn't write for a while and then I liked this other guy and so I began writing again so pretty much as long as I really like someone I can write but without a serious crush I can't I get all stuck well unless of course I write a book about people killing each other I could call it Final Destination hahahahaha :P I love that movie well I only saw the last one it was awesome. I saw it right after I broke up with my BF and the guy kind of reminded me of him hehehehe :P again. Well that is about it oh yeah and I'm getting a new guitar teacher. YAYZERS!♥

♥♥Mary♥♥

Late; Worst Feeling in the World

Today I woke up and one and a half hours late this morning a little pissed at myself and my alarm. I didn't do much except again school and homework and some T.V. and music of course it is my life. I can't wait till' Thursday and I can't wait till' Friday. Thursday because I get to see my best friend and Spencer I'm starting to wonder if I should like him I don't know he's cute and all but I just don't know whether I would still like him if I did get to know him. Well I guess I'll find that out someday possibly Thursday. I just realized something I can't wait to see Dear John it looks so cute and the guy is SEXY and I love the girl she's a sweety pie and she is a GREAT actress. Ugh enough about movies and that shit. Oh yeah my fact :P

Today's is:

I'm in love with my best friend and he like's my girl best friend and I can't stand it!

Well that's it you can feel sad if you won't don't really care I'm talking to him right now and I really want to tell him but what if it ruins our friendship. He's telling me to go for it I think I might. OMFG I just told my best friend that I liked him and he didn't freak. No way he already knew and he didn't even tell me I wish he would have it would have made things so much easier. Telling him so did not make anything better he abviously doesn't like me and he obviously does like Paige and I see it when he's with her and I feel like a third wheel when they are together. Well not much else really to tell. Bye bye.

Day of Boring

Today, what happened nothing really, school, home, homework, and then finally T.V. I haven't had the best day ever. But there were a couple of bright spots, like my best friend (Haley) isn't moving her mom has decided to move down to her house and her parents are getting back together (YAY) and I get to be the first to meet her mom. I am listening to my new favorite singer Allison Iraheta (she was on American Idol) I love her. Other things that have happened?



That's all NOTHING nothing at all happened that was really exciting. I just want it to be Thursday or Friday something ALWAYS (always) happens on Thursday and Friday the rest of the week is a waste. I just wish my life was a bit more exciting. I saw Geordy wow he has got the weirdest walk it is hah-larious but strangely cute. I have liked him since sixth grade and that's not really that long for me at least the longest I have ever liked a guy was 3rd grade-6th grade and that is a looong time. So I have decided to add a feature to this blog:

A fun fact about ME everyday yayayayay I know you like that :P

Okay so today's is:

The first time I told a guy I loved him I was in kindergarten and the guy's name was Jesse I REALLY liked him so we were doing a craft and I was kind of hyper that day so I took a piece of scrap paper and wrote 'I love you' and stuck it in his cubby and it was hah-larious he knew it was me the moment he read it.

Well that is it for the day that was probably my third worse mistake. First and second?

First goes to me dating a guy who never really cared about me and none of the things he said were true.

Second goes to me falling in love with a guy who now likes my best friend and I can't stop caring about him no how hard I try.

I just wish I din't have that many mistakes but I guess we all learn from our mistakes and I guess that means I have learned a lot.

Getting Started

Hey this is a new blog and the title is pretty self explanitory. Obv. I'm in 8th grade and so are most of my friends as well. Here is the list of girls:

Paige
Haley
Caylee
Jocelyn
Rachel
Meagan
Janelle
Fabiola
Alyssa
Dani
Isabel
Brandi
Savannah
Linsey (7th)
Denice (9th)
Ashley (9th)
Kaitlyn (9th)

That's pretty much all of the girls. Here are the boys:

Matthew (9th)
Kevin (don't really know how old he is maybe 19)
Andrew
Nick
Triston
Brandon (9th)
Devon
True
Nick (again hehe)
Cameron (7th)
Eli (7th)
Lucas (7th)
Paul
William (not really a friend, he hates me, thinks I'm a whore)
Brandon (9th)

Not really sure if that's all the boys but oh well I'll add as I go on. Well here's my story without telling you so much that you could track me down and like kill me or whatevs. I'm pretty much your average teen girl, I'm about 5'3 and ___ pounds (sorry not comfortable with anyone knowing not even my own mother so no one on the internet will know). Anyway moving on, I don't like many guys compared to how many I used to like (42 has been my largest number of crushes at the same time) I only like 3 and they are really good guys that I would never want the struggle of choosing between them. They are all in 8th grade all 14 and all pretty good guys:

Preston
Geordy
Spencer

So a discription from my point of view on each of them?

Preston-Blonde, really blue eyes, not exactly the kind of guy I really like he is more like a shy jock type and according to my friend he likes me and stares at me during art every day (I.D.K. maybe a cruel joke) whatever I don't really care.

Geordy-Brunette, dark brown eyes, not really my kind of guy either he is super weird and goofy but I guess that's why I like him he's different he doesn't care what people think and I like that it makes him that much more cute.

Spencer-Dirty blonde, not sure what color eyes he has but I'm sure they are beautiful, he is pretty much my kind of guy skinny jeans kind of guy if he let his hair down it would be a little shaggy but not too shaggy he bowls my favorite pass time besides writing he is tall and I really like that.

Well that is how I describe them. My number 1 pass time is def. writing poetry and my book Broken Without You, I started it after Brandon (my friend and cousin's friend) said he loved me, it's about a girl and boy who are best friends and they have loved each other the whole time they have known each other and they start to go out and they fall deeper in love and there is a bunch more drama that goes on in the book. So this is the beginning to my blog I am writing hopes that I might get some readers maybe :P.

Well that's it for the first one.

♥♥♥M.V.B.♥♥♥